Meeting my mum for lunch...
…lets hope it’s not an intervention :/ !
The greatest reward comes with the greatest trial. When Allah loves a people He...– Saheeh al-Tirmidhi
Am I going mad? I have a couple of messages in my inbox I would like to answer inshAllah however I can’t find the “answer” button, the only options are delete question and block user from appearing :/
Say: “Nothing will happen to us except what Allah has decreed for us: He...
When Allah tests you, it is never to destroy you. When He removes something in...– Ibn Al-Qayyim
Ongoing home situation
When I said that things were getting better at home I was wrong, really wrong. I think it is now worse than ever, I am not allowed to use the internet (I’m writing this from college), I’m not allowed to practice my religion at home, alhamdolellah I am trying to pray in secret and my mum says that I am going to be the cause of her death. This situation is nothing in comparison to what...
My parents are starting to act normal towards me again alhamdolellah, we still need to have another chat, for example I would like to know why they took a lot of my things and also what their actual problem is, the thing I’ve done or the way I’ve done it. Either way things are better at home now, alhamdolellah.
Indeed anger is from the Shaytaan, and indeed Shaytaan was created from fire, and indeed fire is put out with water. So if any of you were to become angry, perform ablution (wudhu). - Narrated by Abu Waa-il (reported in Abu Dawud)
“…And for those who fear Allah, He (ever) prepares a way out, And He provides for him from (sources) he never could imagine. And if any one puts his trust in Allah, sufficient is ((Allah)) for him. For Allah will surely accomplish his purpose: verily, for all things has Allah appointed a due proportion.”(65:2-3)
Do you know what this feels like?
Have you ever broken your mother’s heart? So badly that she feels physically sick? What about hurting her more than anything else has in her life? Then have you made your father feel like he has got a hole in his heart? I have. Do you know what that feels like? Knowing that you have broken your parents, the ones that love and care about you the most. I do. :(
So today I left my parents a letter telling them everything as I had been unable to tell them before and circumstances basically pushed me into doing this. I had wanted to leave it until I was more stronger and more knowledgeable in my faith but hey what happens happens right? And everything happens for a reason! Anyhow I left a letter and left to go out to work, I knew this was never going to be...
Alhamdolellah I took shahadah on the 03/06/2011 <3
Due to recent security issues I have decided to start a new blog!